Life

Lately or just during break, I have been thinking a lot about life and my future. When I was in elementary school, me and my best friend, planned out our whole future. We were going to be in the same hall (not same room) at MSU, she a vet and me whatever I fianlly decided on. She with a blue VW beetle and me with a green one.
Now I'm going to MSU by myself and will probably end up in a history major. She is attending CMU and rooming with another girl from our school. I hate to say it but we don't seem to talk much anymore, she hangs with her newly aquired friends. And I'm still here. I guess I'm just afraid of not having anyone caring about me or supporting me. I mean I was never really social until about this year and have many acquaintances (sp?) but I always felt like I only had one true friend. And now shes fading away from me.
Going to Europe changed my life. I met people there that I hope to stay in contact with for the rest of my life. Even though most (ok all) live far away I know that they still care about me and are willing to do anything for me. I have never had friends like that before. So I figure who needs the people at school, I know I have real friends all over this world. Its just the little things that get to you. Like changing your hair and the only people who notice are people who you just met a couple of months ago who only saw your hair up for 99% of the time. But the people who you see everyday don't notice....

Wow when I sat down to write this I had a whole another topic to write about...funny how these things evolve into other things.

When I graduate and become a famous something (hey I can't predict the future! lol) The people who thought I was nothing more tha a joke will be sorry.....lol



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